Monday, April 14, 2014

Ask for a song every night

                                                          PDAY FUN
                                            ONE OF OUR FAVORITE FAMILIES
  I CANT TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS PAINTING.  I FEEL LIKE IVE SEEN IT BEFORE





MY MEXICAN  FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHATUPPP GRINGOS??!!!:):):):)So the cruise has changed you forever to the spanish life eh?
hahahaha wow. the cruise looked divine! Soo jealous!
HOLY ASADO... ITS SOOOO COLD IN ARGENTINA RIGHT NOW. SOOOOOO COLD. THE HUMIDITY KILLS ME. BUT IVE NEVER FELT SO GRATEFUL IN MY LIFE. ME AND MY COMP THINK ITS CHRISTMAS. Haha weve been singing christmas songs all week. :) YA YOURE THINKIN.. YA DUMMY ITS APRIL.. PERO QUE ME IMPORTA. :)
Shoutout to all my friends that wrote me!!
CHELSEA DOHNER! I loved your sweet note. :) I love you and your mom. My brother is lucky to know you.  You gotta good head on your shoulders. :)
Emma Graves. :) MI AMOR!! Gracias por su carta:))) I miss you a bunch. Im gonna write you. GIMME YOUR EMAIL. P.S:. I MISS CROCKETT AND CHOIR AND MOST IMPORTANT NEW YORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BA IS NY!!
TOM SETZER!! Your incredible testimony gives me so much faith! Thanks man!
Stake Presidency! YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST! I LOVE ALL OF YOUR SWEET STORIES AND TESTIMONIES!



So im just gonna lay it on the table. This transfer.. we´ve seen a lot of miracles. WE¨VE found un mon ton de investigadores. En serio!! Me and Hermana Torres LOVE LOVE LOVE to talk to people. No meido. :)
But something was lacking... we didnt know what. I think I felt like the lessons were not so heartfelt, but just memorized. It was like we were robots. My sweet comp is a convert and is trying super hard to teach everything perfectly... but I just felt like we needed to try something different.

We have this investigator named Juan. Juan is 59 and lives alone... with no job.. and has serious depression. Ya. I know what youre thinkin.. ¨¨Hermana Terry where ya goin with this..¨¨ Let me tell you. Juan is hard. Hes harsh. Hes  a sweet little old man that has depression. Hes messed up a lot in his life. And because of this..he feels mad at himself. We´ve had countless lessons of teaching and teaching him.. but hes not changing. Key word: teaching. We knew we needed to do something other than teaching, teaching, teaching.
WE KNOW that the repentance process is taking a while for him, its only natural that it would,  but you know what.. thats okay. We are gonna make sure he is ready for his baptism. :) But he feels frustrated because he doesnt have this connection with God. He tells us that he repented of his sins.. but still doesnt feel forgiven. Thats what hes lacking.. TO FEEL IT.  FEELING GOD IN  YOU IS EVERYTHING!
So one day during study.. I was trying so hard to find something for Juan. Specifically about repentance and the forgiveness of God. This day was very special. My prayer was different. I didnt say the same things. I asked God to please guide me in my study and thats exactly what I got. He guided me!! 

The story that my mom gave me. MOM IM TELLING YOU RIGHT NOW. THE BLOG IS MINE AND I CAN PUT WHATEVER ON IT. I FEEL VERY PROMPTED TO PUT THIS STORY ON IT. :) OKAY? OKAY. :) DONT CUT THIS OUT OR ELSE!
It was a miracle that I translated this whole story. It took me forever but I did it straight from your email. I felt so much love for Juan!! During companion study, I had a little fear to share something ¨¨out of the books¨¨ with my companion. But I remembered the promise Ive always made with God and that is that I WILL NEVER DENY WHAT THE SPIRIT TELLS ME TO DO. So I shared this story with my companion: Ladies and gents.. Julie Terry: I titled it La Expiacion:

  It is about a man with a dog named Princess.  He named her Princess because he treats her better than anyone on the planet.  Princess is an explorer but she is a pretty white fluffy dog that is super small and poofy.  Sometimes she gets into a sticker bush behind their house looking for her ball.  He often warns Princess not to go by the bush, but she is always sure her ball is under it.  Every time the man sees Princess with sticky cockleburrs on her, he say "Oh precious Princess, come here beautiful.  Let me help you, that must hurt so much"  And because hes so sweet she always comes to him.  He takes as long as he needs to set her free from the stickers.  Then he stokes her and tells her he loves her.  The dog comes to him for everything and gives him unconditional love.  He says at the end of the story What if I screamed at Princess every time she had stickers in her "YOU IDIOT WHY DO YOU HAVE STICKERS IN YOU.  I TOLD YOU STAY AWAY FROM THE BUSH.  WHAT KIND OF A DOG GETS STICKERS.  YOU ARE ONE DUMB DOG"  He decided she would hide when she got stickers  He also decided the reason she comes to him for everything is because he is so kind to her.

GOD IS THE OWNER AND WE ARE THIS DOG. :)

My comp almost screamed she was so excited. ITS EXACTLY WHAT JUAN NEEDS TO HEAR!! That day we literally ran to Juans ¨hotel.¨(Ya he lives in a hotel. But its more on the poor side. )Anyways.. when Juan read the letter his eyes got big. He stopped and pondered for a really long time. Oh my word.. this guy is a tough one. But man.. Me and Hermana Torres saw this man. This broken, beaten up man change. His AURA  changed. His spirit was sooo strong. I knew he felt it. I knew he felt God reaching out to him in total love and kindness.  No rejection.  No anger.  A call to Juan to come and sit on his lap and allow God to remove the pain from his life one burr at a time. :)
ANyways.. we went home that night.. and my comp thanked my mom. She thanked my mom in her prayer because her words have led us to the people who need to hear them the most. MOM. I know I talk a lot about you.. but I use all of your letters. I use your stories, your sayings, your scriptures.. and its seriously helping so many people. I felt sooo much gratitude after this prayer because I really am so lucky to have a mom like you. My comps pretty much in love with ¨¨Jewelry Terry¨¨ hahaha.:) I have a memory of you tearing up when you told me you wished you could come along and serve my mission with me.  MOM YOU ARE SERVING MY MISSION WITH ME!  I PROMISE!
My comp said that this is the first time in the mission that she doesnt feel like a robot. WOW!! EVerything after that moment changed!! We are literally going by the spirit in every lesson. Everything is so much better.  WE LOVE EACH OTHER POR FIN!! Hahaa. I can honestly say I love this girl. ELLA ES UNA CAPA. LA MAS CAPA EN TODO DE LA MISION. She mentioned me in her testimony. :) She said my comp always says ¨DIOS ES MI MEJOR AMIGO!¨

We have other investogadores! A lot! We found un escogido! (CHOSEN ONE) His name is Roberto and owns una verduleria! Roberto is a dad who loves his kids.. but is now divorced and lives alone. But man does he want to change his life. Ive never met anyone that is sooooo into the BOOK OF MORMON! He reads everything we give him and more! He talks a lot about mormon.org! Isnt that awesome! I KNOW WITH ALL MY HEART THAT GOD HAS PEOPLE PREPARED TO HEAR FROM US. AND IT MAKES OUR JOB SO MUCH EASIER. THEY ARE OUT THERE. WE JUST NEED TO HAVE PATIENCE AND TRUST IN GOD AND WE WILL FIND THEM. THIS IS FOR ALL MY HOMIE MISSIONARIES OUT SERVIN THE LORD. THERE ARE ESCOGIDOS EN TODO EL MUNDO. 

I want to end by saying.. I love receiving answers from my Dios (God). Its amazing how he communicates with us. He put a song in my head this morning that made me smile. Every night I ask God to put a song in my head when I wake up so that I can have a good day. And youre  thinking.. WHY IS SHE SAYING THIS. 
haha Im tellin ya peeps.. TRY IT!! Its so awesome! He hears every word!! IT REALLY WORKS!
So the song he put in my head.. ¨¨ 
"tears stream down JUANS face.. when he loses something he cannot replace.. tears stream down his face and I WILL FIX HIM.¨¨
 Dont know how I even remembered that song from Coldplay... but Im grateful that I could hear from Padre Celestial. I felt him tell me to not worry and that he will do what he wants IN HIS TIME with his precious son, Juan. He will fix every broken heart who comes to him.  Just come to him.  Thats all he asks.

CARRY ON CARRY ON CARRY ON!

thats all folks.
enjoy spring/summer ya little luckiessss.

CHAU!

IM SO SO VERY HAPPY. SMILE YOU ARE A CHILD OF GOD. LIFE IS SOO GOOD!!

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