Can you hear the prayer of the children?

FAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!IT MADE MY WHOLE YEAR TO SEE YOU GUYS YESTERDAY! AND SYD!!! AHHH!!!!!! I feel sooo motivated to get out there, work harder and find families who need  this happiness and love that we share with each other!! I LOVE THAT FAMILIES CAN BE TOGETHER FOREVER!!! 

This whole week this song hasnt left my head:

Can you hear the prayer of the children? On bended knee in the shadow of an unknown room? Empty eyes with no more tears to cry, turning heavenward toward the light. Crying Jesus HELP ME to see the morning light one more day, but if I should die before I wake, I pray my soul to take.
Can you feel the hearts of the children, aching for home for something of their very own. Reaching hands with nothing to hold on to,but hope for a better day, a better day. Crying Jesus HELP ME to feel the love again in my own land,but if unknown roads lead away from home, give me loving arms, way from harm.
Can you hear the voice of the children?Softly pleading for the silence of the shattered world. Angry guns preach the gospel full of hate, blood of the innocent on their hands. Crying Jesus HELP ME to feel the sun again on my face, for when darkness clears I know your near, bringing peace again.

Can you hear the prayer of the children.

Remember when I told you guys we dropped Juan? Well my comp felt like we should try again one more time. He accepted a date for this Sunday! But I just want him to be totally better. He NEEDS repeat NEEDS to follow through with his psycologist and taking his medicine. I dont know WHAT more I can do? I know baptism and recieving the holy ghost will help him. But I dont want him to give up with therapy. This man is more than depressed. He has no feeling. Last night I was just pleading. I was crying unto Heavenly Father JUST PLEASE TAKE THIS PAIN AWAY FROM JUAN. 
I feel like sometimes Im just too innocent and I havent experienced the real life outside of Utah. Haha. It kills me to see so much sadness and depression and I just wanna tell everyone I meet.. YOU HAVE A SAVIOR THAT ADORES YOU. HE HAS GIVEN US ALL OF HIS BEST TEACHINGS ON THE EARTH SO WE CAN FEEL THE UTMOST OF HAPPINESS. But sometimes people dont understand, like Juan. He hasnt fully ¨felt¨ it yet. I think its because hes sick. Very sick. Its not his fault. There have been some really hard things that have happened to him but I really just need to trust in God and his plan for Juan. 

These are random song and scripture verses that are running through my head lately.  Just wanted to share

I WILL FIGHT FOR AND YE SHALL HOLD YOUR PEACE FOR I AM THE LORD THAT HEALETH THEE.

THERE IS A BALM IN GILEAD TO HEAL A SINSICK SOUL.

O lord heal me for I am weak and my soul is sore. All the night make I my bed to swim; I water my couch with my tears. 

He answers privately reaches my reaching. In my gethsaname Savior and friend. Gentle the peace he finds for my beseeching constant he is and kind love without end.

THE MISTAKES IN YOUR PAST DONT DEFINE YOU THEY REFINE YOU.

Daughter thy faith hath made thee whole GO IN PEACE.

¨¨Go in peace... Go in peace. Simple phrase that has changed everything for me. He forgave so much heartache and pain... I ONLY NEED REMEMBER THE WORDS HE SPOKE MOST TENDER TO A SINNER.. EVEN SUCH AS I.. GO IN PEACE¨¨

Jesus loved the man who could not see or undertsand-- just as he loves me and you!! And he taught that we should love as he did when he pleaded father FORGIVE THEM for they know not what they do

10 ¶And it came to pass, as Jesus sat at meat in the house, behold,many publicans and sinners came and sat down with him and hisdisciples.

 11 And when the Pharisees saw it, they said unto his disciples,Why eateth your Master with publicans and sinners?

 12 But when Jesus heard that, he said unto them, They that bewhole need not a physician, but they that are sick.

 13 But go ye and learn what that meaneth, I will have mercy, andnot sacrifice: for I am not come to call the righteous, but sinners torepentance.

Our Savior's love

Shines like the sun with perfect light,

As from above

It breaks thru clouds of strife.

Lighting our way,

It leads us back into his sight,

Where we may stay

To share eternal life.

I WILL PRAISE THEE O LORD MY GOD WITH ALL MY HEART AND I WILL GLORIFY THY NAME FOR EVERMORE. FOR GREAT IS THY MERCY TOWARD ME AND THOU HAST DLEIVERED MY SOUL FROM THE LOWEST HELL.

God knows what is hiding in those deep and saddned hearts. And hes given his power to us missionaries to go find his lost sheep and bring them back to the fold. MISSIONARIES HELP THE PEOPLE AND IF YOURE FEELING BURDENED DOWN GIVE ME YOUR HAND AND ILL HOLD IT.

AND IT CAME TO PASS WHEN I HEARD THESE WORDS I BEGAN TO FEEL A DESIRE FOR THE WELFARE OF MY BRETHEREN, WHEREFORE I DID POUR OUT OUT MY WHOLE SOUL UNTO GOD FOR THEM.

Because I have been blessed by thy great love dear Lord, Ill share thy love again according to thy word. I shall give love to those in need: Ill show that love by word and deed, this shall my thanks be thanks indeed.

So yaa- this is how i FEEL. I cant explain it. But my heart is full of love for my Savior. :)

And full for you!  Carry on!